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| Preface | |
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| Embarking on the Journey: January 2001 to January 2003 | |
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| The Dalai Lama and the Seeds of a Pilgrimage | |
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| Relfections on Life as a Daughter of Islam | |
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| Islamic Red Tape | |
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| The Wall of Wahhabism | |
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| Betrayal and a Turning Point | |
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| Birth and Rebirth | |
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| Fear and Doubts | |
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| Departure and the Faith of My Parents | |
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| Starting the Pilgrimage: February 2003 | |
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| An Introduction to Community | |
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| On the Road of Bin Laden | |
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| Open Borders, Closed Doors | |
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| House of Saud, House of Donuts | |
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| Climax and Anticlimax | |
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| The Divine in the Desert | |
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| A Prayer Side by Side | |
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| Laws of Men in the Name of God | |
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| The Prophet and His Female Anchors | |
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| The Courage of My Mother | |
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| The Contradiction of Public and Private | |
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| Religion, Sex, and Segregation | |
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| A Road and Reclaimed History | |
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| The City of Illumination | |
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| The Vision of My Father | |
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| My Nephew and the Promise of the New Muslim Man | |
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| Faith | |
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| Making the Pilgrimage: February 2003 | |
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| Small Acts and Large Lessons in the Women's Tent | |
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| The Devil's in the Details | |
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| Sex, Lies, and Truth | |
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| Judgment Day, Sin, and Forgiveness | |
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| My Judgment Day | |
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| Affirmation | |
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| The True Face of Satan | |
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| My Niece's Memo to Allah: A Very Good God | |
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| Culmination | |
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| Continuing the Pilgrimage: February 2003 | |
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| A Different Path | |
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| The Prophet and a Mirage | |
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| Travel Warnings and War Clouds | |
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| The Dome of the Rock | |
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| Bringing the Pilgrimage Home: March 2003 to October 2003 | |
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| A Triumphant Homecoming | |
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| My Voice Claimed | |
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| Anger | |
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| Acceptance | |
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| The Legacy of the Prophet and His Daughter | |
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| A Princess in Islam | |
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| A Mother's Commitment to Islam | |
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| Asserting the Lessons of the Pilgrimage: October 2003 to May 2004 | |
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| Reality Check at My Local Mosque | |
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| History Reclaimed | |
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| Our Ascension | |
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| Islamic Rights in Western Law | |
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| Time for Action | |
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| A Restraining Order in the House of God | |
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| Disappointment After Disappointment | |
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| Imported Hatred | |
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| Messages of Worthlessness | |
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| Harvesting the Fruits of the Pilgrimage: June 2004 to October 2004 | |
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| Muslim Women's Response | |
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| From the Mosque to the Bedroom | |
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| Inquisition | |
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| Back to Mecca | |
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| Happiness Claimed | |
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| New Triumphs | |
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| The Islamic Bill of Rights for Women in Mosques | |
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| The Professor | |
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| Death Threats and the Final Fruits of Pilgrimage | |
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| Epilogue | |
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| An Islamic Bill of Rights for Women in Mosques | |
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| An Islamic Bill of Rights for Women in the Bedroom | |
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| Letters: The Silent Muslim Moderate Majority Speaks | |
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| Acknowledgments | |
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| Recommended Reading | |
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| Insight: Afterword | |