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| Foreword | |
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| Introduction | |
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| The Maze | |
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| Tapestry | |
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| The Dance | |
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| Tapestry | |
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| "Somewhere you can find reference" | |
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| 12.29 & 30 (Pan as the son of Penelope) | |
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| "A song in the rope" | |
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| "Waiting again" | |
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| "They are constructing a craft" | |
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| "It is lonely" | |
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| Caption for a miniature | |
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| My Sister Evelyne | |
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| Tapestry | |
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| Burning the Baby to make him realer | |
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| Iliad: Achilles does not die | |
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| "Fragmented. ie several valleys" | |
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| "Look the bird is making plans" | |
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| The Hunt in the Wood: Paolo Uccello | |
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| "My father died this spring" | |
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| Those things we see are images of the past | |
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| "The persimmons are falling" | |
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| Waiting | |
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| The Odyssey Poems | |
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| The Pigs for Circe in May | |
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| "She comes up" | |
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| "I didn't want to think" | |
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| From The Imaginary Apparitions | |
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| Places to Go I-IV & Here | |
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| "Dear, Dearest" | |
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| A Novel | |
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| May 29 | |
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| July 21, Weedy | |
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| The Tree in the Fire | |
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| Descartes and the Splendor Of | |
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| "From this moment" | |
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| Lord Ganesha | |
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| Tuesday, October 28, 1969. Bolinas | |
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| October 28, Take It Easier | |
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| October 29, Wednesday | |
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| October 31 | |
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| November 12 | |
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| Thursday, 13 November | |
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| Monday, November 17 | |
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| Back in Time | |
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| "Never talk ahead" | |
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| "I walked home & had some soup" | |
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| "This is a Short Story" | |
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| Joanne | |
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| "Still" | |
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| Not Yet | |
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| "It's been a long time" | |
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| News bulletin from Keith Lampe | |
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| Desecheo Notebook | |
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| "The rain" | |
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| "Bird family" | |
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| "This is the way I like to feel the best" | |
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| "I want to point out that I am not up tight" | |
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| "Often I try so hard with stimulants" | |
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| "Utmost Disarray" | |
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| "No one was watching the tortillas" | |
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| "I want a smaller thing in mind" | |
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| "Oft have I wondered and climbed" | |
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| Trip Out and Fall Back | |
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| "A small field of tall golden headed grass" | |
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| September | |
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| "O fresh day in February" | |
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| "Every day I burn a stick of incense" | |
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| "When I used to focus" | |
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| "This is the first time" | |
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| "I don't believe in any" | |
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| "The far off pine" | |
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| "When I was well into being savored" | |
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| "When I step through the door" | |
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| "In my imaginary conversation" | |
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| "I thought I would never get out here again" | |
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| "It is true" | |
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| "Looking out to the garden fair" | |
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| "It's a great day" | |
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| "Wooden walls" | |
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| "Of all things for you to go away" | |
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| "The apple tree" | |
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| "Chill waves" | |
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| "Throwing a crank" | |
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| "Is this the Buddha?" | |
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| "I don't want to repeat" | |
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| "April 4, 1975 Time of wonder" | |
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| The Brain Impressed in Its Oddities | |
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| "I'm going to be a poet" | |
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| Morning Mess | |
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| "Bright, sparkling" | |
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| Saturday Full Moon September | |
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| "I'd like to magic you on this grand occasion" | |
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| "There are so many letters I would like to write" | |
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| "I am afraid" | |
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| Silver City Overlay | |
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| Up My Coast | |
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| The Crystal in Tamalpais | |
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| Destruction | |
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| Visit to Maya Land | |
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| The Wonderful Focus of You | |
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| And with March a Decade in Bolinas | |
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| "You believe this stash of writing is 'scholarly'?" | |
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| "A few days later at the washtub" | |
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| The Depressed Ennui before 11 A.M. | |
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| "Stripes of red, black, and gold" | |
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| "Not much time left" | |
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| My how the days fly by in Life Time | |
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| Haiku for Charles Berrard on his 40th Birthday | |
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| "In my dream last night Deer Lady" | |
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| "Yesterday when Diana drops me off on Evergreen" | |
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| "The Karmapa spoke to me from a center of light" | |
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| Good Manners | |
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| "Morning is such a welcome time. It doesn't demand" | |
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| "Dinner at Briarcomb, that Artists' posh retreat" | |
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| Thanksgiving | |
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| December 25 | |
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| Philip Whalen's Hat | |
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| Day after Ted Berrigan's Memorial Reading | |
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| January 12, 1984 | |
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| June 26 | |
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| Monday Afternoon May 14, 1984 | |
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| "Giverny I am for Gee Verr Nee" | |
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| Itsy Bitsy Polka Dot Review | |
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| Fall Equinox | |
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| From Phenomenological | |
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| "Self Loathing & Self Pity" | |
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| "Tuesday May 7" | |
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| Love Boat | |
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| Yuppy Wittgensteins Arise! | |
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| Miwok Mandarin Bolinas Bamboo | |
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| "Ah it's socked in today boys heavy metal" | |
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| "You know when you write poetry you find" | |
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| "Oh Man is the highest type of animal existing" | |
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| "Anything that is created" | |
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| "Darrel Gray dies when I am in Mexico" | |
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| Tuesday October 27, '87 | |
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| From the Jataka Tales | |
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| Take It O Moon on the run | |
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| Narcissus | |
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| Saturday February 4 | |
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| February 7 Tuesday | |
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| February 17 Friday | |
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| Death Valley Desert Notes | |
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| Incense for the Buddha | |
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| "The sun is about to pass" | |
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| "Haven't I seen you" | |
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| "Cold" | |
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| In Memoriam | |
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| From the Life of Naropa | |
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| "It certainly was divine running into you" | |
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| Friday Night | |
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| A Story from Easter: He Has Risen | |
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| Ocean Parkway Gazing | |
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| "Specially For Your Eyes" | |
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| Adonis Is Older Than Jesus | |
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| "Again recognizing" | |
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| "How Does one attain that popular narrative" | |
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| Town Hall Reading with Beat Poets | |
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| Watching TV | |
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| Terrace Roads slumps into the Canyon | |
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| I Blinked My Eyes, Looked Up and Everyone Was 25 Years Older | |
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| "Replacement Buddhas" | |
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| Wake Up | |
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| View North | |
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| Bob Marley Night Saturday Downtown | |
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| "So, well, now" | |
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| Snapshot for Lew Welch 25 Years Later | |
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| "Dear dear little wrentit" | |
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| "You?" | |
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| Wide Mind | |
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| Arthur Okamura's Pipul Tree's Bodhi Leaf | |
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| First Nation | |
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| "I thought, I'll make it so simple" | |
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| Grateful | |
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| Stupidly Inspired | |
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| For the Pittosporum Tenuifolium Outside the Studio Window | |
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| It's So | |
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| Naropa approaches his teacher Instruction time again | |
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| Try | |
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| "The 'English' sparrows in the courtyard don't know" | |
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| "What you really don't want is some" | |
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| Your Heart Is Fine | |
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| To Live in This World Again | |
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| I Can't Help It | |
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| "Whatever It Takes" | |
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| The Dharani | |
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| Forever and a While | |
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| The Fog is halfway over the mesa | |
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| Bibliography | |